Welcome darklion99,there is no cure for this,I hear ya about the friends and family thinking you are wierd but soon enough,it doesn't bother you anymore.Flashlight geek or flashlight dork comments will not even matter after awhile.There are many enablers here so you will have no problem draining your paypal,most of all have fun!
Other than that, it will last as long as your attantion span, then something else will consume you. Just tell your wife it’s a “guy thing” and changing/stopping it would turn you into a girl.
I would suggest that your wife and cat are pretty normal. There are one or two people here that can relate to everything you have said. If you find that cure please dont tell me as I would go looney without out my dailey dose of reality .
Wow, what wonderful responses, all of you! I am humbled and you have made me feel quite warm and welcome (maybe i need to beef up my heat sink?). So the real cure, I’m gathering, is to hang out with those who share the experience. That appeases the guilt and provides shelter from the unen-Light-ened ones (blind leading the blind?). And can 4,000 BLFers really be wrong?
Thanks for letting me in the door, everyone, and let there be light!
(Now I just have to take care of my computer, iPad-iPod-Android tablet, laptop, bicycle, telescope, musician, and audio-video addictions and I’l be in good shape!)