Dear God!!!

I finally updated the spreadsheet I keep to track my orders and spending. Almost gave myself a heart attack when I saw what I've spent the last two months thanks to you bad influences. Once thing I've learned is that I have far less self control than I figured I had. Either that or I'm just a whole lot better at kidding myself than I thought.

"Hey, it's just this one thing"..."Ooooh, I need a couple of these"..."ehh, it's only a couple items"...etc...

Nearly crapped myself when I saw I had spent $274 in May and $189 so far in June. *GASP!*

I feel so ashamed.

Yeah, it can add up. You just have to pace yourself. Even budget lights get awfully expensive when buying in quantities. Plus there are start-up costs like chargers and tools and always batteries, even if they are rechargeable.

I don't tend to have that problem, because I don't have enough money to do things like that without being unable to pay for other things...

Somehow most of the forums I'm on cause the same effect - except green iron is even more expensive.

--Bushytails

yes, if my wife ever takes a look at my paypal history, I'm toast.

For me - I've spent 7 digits (If one includes the pennies, 5 if you don't) in HK / China in the last 6 years. And don't regret more than a couple of tens of dollars of it.

My visa bill was 460euro’s this month… Time to cut back… Time to cut back A LOT
Have to get myself a ban…thats probably the easiest way to stay away

I want more stuff, I will be honest…I do. It is fun and just plain cool. Do I need it, not really. What stops me is lack of money. I live on a fixed income so playing is controlled by the lack of money. Being broke can be a good thing sometimes. LOL :slight_smile:

Almost all of the time. The last two years I've had a 25% pay cut among other things. And I could barely cope financially before the pay cut. It does teach you what really matters.

I still like my budget lights (non-budget lights are completely out of the question just now) but I pay a lot more attention to the opinions of the people who have one of what I'm interested in than I used to.

I may not agree with them, but I certainly can't afford to get all of the lights that interest me to find out for myself.

I thought I was the only one that kept track of what he spends in an excel spreadsheet. lol I started my spreadsheet around the middle of January this year. It's all flashlight, battery and knife related stuff (100% knives since March) and my total was $1041.86 but at least it wasn't as much as what JohnnyMac spends per month.....whew! I do think you need an intervention there JohnnyMac.


I don't think I want to know what I spend on liquor and beer every month.

What I don't know can't hurt me right?



Hello, my name is Johnny and I am a flashaholic.

Hello Johnny!

Even if we do have different amounts of dispensable income, i am glad to see that i can justify my spending based on what others spend on budget lights, accessories and knives :)

this thread just made me spend another $23 on something I did not need

http://www.manafont.com/product_info.php/uniquefire-uf2100-t6-1mode-memory-led-flashlight-18650-p-6925

what am I in for , Im like you guys on a tight budget an unemployed to-boot , Ive arlready purchased 4 x sk68 clones 2 x black cats lookin to buy more feel like I just gotta have a UniqueFire AA-S1 & UltraFire WF-606A and Im a newb ..Had similar addictions before yep you guessed it Knives ...lol...for years I been buyin em finaly got it under control last year after convincing myself less is more right Undecided

Don't think I have that kind of disposable income - I don't. That's why I'm so shocked my sweetie hasn't smacked me upside the head. She sees each purchase the following morning when she checks the bank account each day. I guess the $900 oil bill each month over the winter months is still fresh on her mind. It makes my addiction look cheap compared to the furnace's!

There is a lot to be said for lots of regular small orders. That way the spend doesn't stand out like a sore thumb to SWMBO or customs.... Come to think of it I'm not sure which I'd be more worried about finding out.......

LOL...lot's of small orders is how I got into this mess! Happens so quietly you never see it coming. I call it "Ninja Spending". ;)

Terrific, JohnnyMac, I love it. From this day forward the correct term for placing lots of regular small orders will be, "Ninja Spending".

1 mode with memory?

We love you Johnny.....

first thing you need is separation from that which you're addicted to .

let me be the first to give you an address where someone will take care of your lights utill you're ready to face the cruel truth ....

you've " BEEN ROBBED "

(sems to me that spreadsheet thing is the sickness )