i get mine from digikey, they ship in cold container like medicine, or perishable food, if the paste requires it. i usually buy small quantity, and i do not buy a lead free, i do not believe a lead solder under the led, in a sealed light is a cause to be concerned, but it makes more reliable joints. to be honest i never even look at brand, i used several different brands i got from them, not one gave me an issue.