I'm now the second person on the forum you've accused of not being a real smoker ..You keep using the same worn out excuse that somehow you're the only real smoker on the planet , thats just pure horses**t . .. I started smoking at 18 . at 43 I quit for a year at 44 I started smoking again at 46 i quit being addicted .( the important part of that sentence is.. i quit being a dick ) at that point i chose not to be driven by cigarettes i chose to rule over them ,not the other way around ...For 3 years I smoked about 10 cigarettes a week usually at a bar all in one night ...Rule was I wasn't allowed to buy a pack .I could bum them or pay some individual if I so chose but going to the store and buying a pack was out .. I had quit but was allowing myself a little wiggle room .I didn't want to be addicted .Smoking wasn't the problem ,the addiction was .At 49 I fell off the wagon and bought a pack and smoked for about 6 more months till I finally just quit without any fanfare ,without telling anyone ,and I stopped saying I used to smoke ..I shifted over to ..I don't smoke ,,But it would be real stupid to let you insinuate for one second I never really was a smoker ..i've burned down more than 3 packs a day and done 2 or more lots and lots ..I'd guess I was a pack and a half of marboro reds for 30 + years ..if you think you can't quit ... than you can't ... just change your mind .set your will against your mind and you'll find your brain is just a bunch of active nerves and chemical reactions .it doesn't know a dream from reality ...Man up