Have you experimented with diffusing your throwers?
d-c-fix is a popular self-adhesive diffusion material that can be applied to the outside surface of a flashlight lens. It’s thin and easy to cut with scissors or a knife. It is easily removed, and can be reused if you’re careful.
BLF member ‘Boaz’ sells d-c-fix in small quantities and has several types. It’s available in larger rolls on Amazon.
Another option is the diffusion material used in LCD televisions and monitors. It isn’t self-adhesive but it’s certainly cheap if you can find a TV on the curb!
Frosted ‘Scotch Tape’ works too, but might be cumbersome on a larger lens.
You could also try some frosted items from around the house, but they’ll likely cause a lot of light loss. d-c-fix only eats about 3% of output.
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