My internal reluctance to this I believe is doing me no good. Let's throw this up, so.
Been among drug rehabilitation and solitude in excess of 10 years already. Nearly no formal income, too.
Wrote up concerning this and other stuff about my life already more than a year ago in this thread: No money, want a flashlight? Sponsored by Gearbest, Banggood, SubSailorVet, CRX, FastTech, Thorfire, secret donor
Hospitals? You'll get a patch there. Period.
Pharma? They're making money by keeping people sick. That's about it.
This is anent to awareness. You may not agree but these are already known facts by many. If this makes you uneasy it is because of that very you, remember no one is forcing you to read this.
This is about beliefs, our illusion/reality shaping root beliefs. For a long time I already knew the true way to healing was to fix our subtle fields and bodies (spiritual, mental, emotional). Work on them, and the physical follows.
With regards to my particular story, namely the last 6 months, it's been good. I could redirect some family funds to my bank account off an unemployment benefit (a lil above 3200€, though I got a tad above 2700€ due to a penalty because of :facepalm: “forgetting” to renew the unemployment office subscription on time and subsequent penalty). My sister and brother wouldn't agree at first and there was some flipping out, I guess I gave 'em no choice and agreed to start paying my bills.
During this period I chose to get ThetaHealing therapy and miracles have come to my life. I can now see drugs like sufficiently enlightened people sees them, an interaction with consciousnesses in the subtle planes which for those who still are addicted is perceived in a sort of twisted way. Of course I believed in myself, could see and grasped benefits out of it. The ThetaHealing light came to me many years ago (2009) during very altered states. This, of course, also has to do with the fact lots of illegal drugs also let you see a light you may find missing in yourself and others may not want you to see. Just don't expect to get an instant physical healing on the first or even a good bunch of sessions unless you know yourself quite deeply. That will be a progressive thing, thus let The Light soak/delve into your own matter/density. ;-)
I can now recall in the above thread I was already speaking about a little business thing a year ago or so. Guess that wasn't very reasonable by then, now I can see way clearer.
Started receiving therapy the 13th of march and after 10 sessions (€70 each) and nearly 6 months later, I know notice I've lived with not much above €2K for half a year. Well, sister helps me out with a little hot meal a day and washes my clothes. Thanks. Home is paid let's say by my share in our business, which I once managed with father, and they get some repairman service from me here and there. Compared to other developed countries living in Spain is not that expensive, but you and me get this idea.
Various sessions were devoted to diabetes healing, full healing is much closer now and more intuitive gifted friendships have confirmed this to me. I should have focused on my economy harder, but I wasn't that aware to certain facts :(( before. All of this has to do with our thinking and the way it is connected to our true self and body. I won't be deterred in my path to healing, in spite of.
This is to ask for a lil help, as you may guess. I have a pendant bill 
or two. For those of you who may want to send me some PayPal bucks PM me please.
By the way, purchased one of the Convoy S2+ Copper Limited Edition hosts three months ago for a build to make a gift (!), guess it is best for me to sell it, hope it can serve well someone else in a nicer home. The planned build was with an XHP50A-00-0000-0D0UG435G (≈3500K 3-step EasyWhite, 90+ CRI, top G4 bin according to datasheet; bought the last 2 pieces from Arrow about more than a couple months ago), textured/orange peel reflector, H1-A boost driver soldered to pill and lighted tailcap. Guess that is not realistic for me now because I am rich LoL. Got all parts in case anyone interested in the build, including holster and a spare lighted tailcap. Could also sell only the host, but I'd prefer the build way if anyone cares. Got some XHP50A-00-0000-0D0UF440G emitter units I can make the build with, too.
Ouch with the shipping, guess this isn't China. Just made a quick check for a 20×15×10cm 500g packet and the figures I am seeing aren't exactly cheap. Will do with $25 to the United States and maybe a little above €15 to the main euro zones, but ask in any case.
Cheers for now :-)
P.S.: edited for a little fix. ;-)
Thanks a lot klrman. :(( :BLUSH:
interest, 
killed plenty of cheap switches because of high tailcap currents in other flashlights LoL.
$90 just to cover my expenses, honestly. Let me know if you like it this way, and if you'd like for me to make the assembly, including lowering the driver LVP down to 2.625V. I also have some other 3V high CRI emitters if you choose other path.
mod, but… 
sry barkuti.