you sound like a candidate for the tank 737 to me https://budgetlightforum.com/t/-/2523
http://www.bestofferbuy.com/tank007-tk737-floodtothrow-zooming-5mode-120lumen-led-flashlight-3aaa-p-28927.html <<<THIS is the only one i'd suggest .. the only one i know is a damn good light.
I'm not a small sun fan the threads are junky and everything just feels cheap I think this same light on Dx is a dollar cheaper too ..
my real advice is to spend a lot more time her looking and take your finger off the trigger .. there are a million lights out there .read the forum and you'll get an idea what everyone likes and what's bad .
http://www.tmart.com/TrustFire-F23-5W-120-Lumens-XPE-LED-Stainless-Steel-LED-Flashlight_p100944.html
2 great lights cheap as can be satinless steel ..AA and AAA